The heavens cast their downward stare at me
I look up droopy-eyed
I see bolts of lightning, clouds
Where am I?
I know I’ve done something wrong
Something terrible
I feel it in my bones
But I feel no guilt
I don’t feel wicked
I’ve simply forgotten, or I think I’ve forgotten
I’ve been undelivered I think
To the abyss of some bottomless pit
But why do I feel so lifted up?
Like a boneless being
Maybe it’s that time of life
A questionable time
Trapped between the answers, they’re all wrong
What do I do then?
Stay down in those clouds
I’ll feel their tears all over me
From head to toe I’ll be “clouded” and while away.